I'm taking a break from everything.

Every conversation reminds me I'm not enough, yet I keep staying. I hate myself for not being able to walk away from this toxic cycle, for missing out on life while being hung up on someone who won't fight for us. I've finally cut contact again, hoping this time it sticks. I deserve better than feeling worthless.

The month of August has always been very special and memorable for me but this year, it's different.

I never wanted to become a lawyer, but I spent five years in law school that I couldn’t take back for that.

Aside from trying to heal a broken heart, there are actually other things in my life, so here's a few updates of what I'm up to.

TLDR I thought I was making good strides in getting over what happened to us. There are days when I honestly believe I'm totally okay,...

I don't think I'll ever learn the art of letting go. Right now, it just sucks, I just want to be over this.

I'm looking forward to summer, I'm looking forward to my trip, I'm looking forward to opening my business soon, and I just want to be happy.

Sometimes, I still find myself wondering where we went wrong, when things started to not work, and why I wasn't enough.

After two months of staying here in Manila, triggered by Typhoon Odette, I'm finally flying back home this weekend.

Typhoon Odette left the whole of Cebu w/o electricity, water, network signal, or any means of going online - left for a few area near banks.

Looking forward to new things, looking forward to 2022, and most of all, looking forward to leaving all of these behind.